Tragic's Wake

I tried to clearly and politely let someone down because they had some expectations that I was fundamentally unable to fulfill and I got bitter incoherent nonsense back that pretty much blamed me for his inability to get in my fucking pants. It should have been clear enough with the dawning of realization that hey, we both have long term significant others.. Right? But no, I live in a fucked up world where meaningless flirty banter during the course of group conversation means that I am looking to pour my fuck all over someone, preferably the most entitled prick in the room..

I’m so fucking mad and heartsick over this shit that I just can’t even..

I really thought this dude was a friend of sorts even though there have been red flags all over the place for a while now. I don’t know why I even care really except that it always hurts when someone uses that “friendzone” bullshit on me. No, really no. The fact that I exist and paid you the smallest bit of attention does not mean I’m going to fuck you. Did you ever think even for a minute that I was showing you actual friendship and basic respect as a human being? When a boss hires you and shakes your hand, does that mean boss wants to fuck you? How about a counsellor or a health care provider? Why in hell would you think that someone just fucking talking to you and showing you respect was going to just drop trou and spread snatch for you?

Fuck, you make me so goddamn mad.
I can’t even…
In fact? I won’t.

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