Sometimes..
You just realize that the whole world is bigger. You know something and regardless, you do it. It is what it is. Things are a mess for so long and then they’re so clear but … yeah, ya know? No, probably not but I digress. You do it because its what you do.
Don’t ask, eventually it’ll come out, you know that if you’ve been here long enough. Where are my proper muses when I need them? Its not a matter of just going somewhere else or figuring it out another time, the time is now? FuuUuuuuUuu…..
I do what I want to do when I want to do it, umm, it has its downfalls yup. Sometimes though, sometimes you just know.
Oh hey, you’re still here. I’ll explain, maybe.







I had a friend who, when she was about your age, had a number of thoughts on her mind--some ruminating for years, others at the verge of epiphany--who likened the process of clarifying and contextualizing all of these thoughts to “taking a hard shit.”
When I reached your age, five years later, I saw what she meant.
Perhaps you’re at the age now where there’s some intellectual spring cleaning due, on topics ranging from trivial to cosmic: from interpersonal relationships, to the nature of our existence.